Chamomile i understand your struggle of choices…i am too going through them..do i stay do i go…is today enough …every day seems like a whirlwind..i love my husband i truly do but im learning to love me…i did not realize until counseling i have codependancy…which has made me accept and allow the behavior not just related to the CG but his selfish personality for a long time..each day i learn to focus more on myself and its hard..i still get mad and hurt if he doesnt call or reply to a text (we are still “talking” but have made no commitement of what the future hold right now)not sure if thats the codependancy or because he has had no problem calling someone else he had no business calling in the rescent past numerous times in the day..But each day is a new day and i try to let go of yesterday and focus on today…but not accepting less than God wants for me.
