I have done the same thing. I have told my husband in the past about spending all our money and that I need help. He was very mad, which was understandable. I can act like everything is okay even when it’s not .I want to get better and have made some steps but not enough. It has to hurt worse to stay where we are than it does to stop. As much as I hate to say it, so far, mine seems to hurt worse trying to stop. I know that is not true. It does seem that way. I have banned myself from the local casinos but I have been driving to the next closest ones.I went to my first GA group last night. Still not enough. I spent all of the money in the bank plus several hundred more. I just don’t know how I am going to get it caught back up. When I lost the first thousand I tried to win some of it back by getting more. Of course I lost all of that too. I am so sick about it I could throw up. I am going to ban myself from that casino next. I have to. Then there is no going back.
