[buzzie]

Wow I remember both you and Vera. I think I was there where you were a newbie. But to be honest I have only looked at this site once over the past 5 years as I have been just trying to distance myself from that past.
Thankfully, I don’t get urges any more, but I was one of the worst back in the day so I remain wary. It’s just not worth it to revisit the past. My reality message is burned in my brain and I have just been doing really well.
Do tell me how you are doing and how you have been keeping yourself safe from this habit. I will be very interested to read.
Buzzie