I made right choices today! Over night some money came into my account. Instructed my niece to pay some of my Council bill (it already has a magistrates charging order attached to it) so that one was important.
But more importantly sent a western union wire to my Sons mum. Not a great deal of money but enough to buy a weeks worth of shopping or what ever. Told her I will make another wire next week. She was happy to get the money and was glad I sent it!
I could have easily gambled the money last night if I had access to my card … which I do not. It does not leave much left but I wont starve by any means. There is 1 nasty debtor that is expecting payment today but can not get to that. I can only do what I can do right now.
It is coming up to a week tonight where I lost my mind for the 10001 time. Smashing what had been a lovely day out. Anyway here I am. Alive and fighting. Even if I did get my bank card the bank account is almost empty and I am living on a cash economy right now.
Now I am off to the Drs again to see about the medication. I am hoping he will give more sleeping tablets as they are really helping me. Keep fighting everyone!!!