Hi Jarvisja
This subject was taken from your post on 15 Oct 2016.
Do you believe that a compulsive gambler or you can never gamble like a normal person?
How many times more are you going to try to gamble and prove that you can stop gambling after you have started gambling?
When you found out that you can regain the strength to stop gambling and walk away from your first gamble after a period of total abstinent, you may start to think that it is safe to return back to gambling, this feeling is very risky and dangerous for everyone of us, you may return back to gambling, and soon it will return you back to where you first started. You will discover that you are powerless over gambling and your life has become unmanageable again.
You can find many answers when you visit the GA meeting near you.