Ty for your post and advice. I will speak to my accountant on Friday. I may not say the complete truth to her but I have an idea how I can mend things and make them right. I wish the way we gamblers work could change. We need to create problems to try and uncreate them later. All triggers for more gambling I know but what bothers me is that the signs are so apparent. I think if the story is to pan out right I am to learn by this mistake and get so disgusted by my own behaviour that i never look at gambling again as an option. Unfortunately memory is sometimes short lived so I will need to be on the alert for those triggers. For now I am motivated to pack it in. I will get help to back it up as I realise as you say that this can only be handled with help. I don´t seem to know anything else. Gambling is the mistress that refused to leave. She has been with me since I was 20. That is a long time. I hate to say it but in a way it is good this happens so i can start to get well. I owe it to the people around me. I just hope i don´t let them down.
