I have been reading over the threads and reflecting .
I have tried to ***** back and think I joined GT eight years ago. Many times I have tried to stop gambling – I have changed names , threads , ac*****s, had fresh starts, new beginnings .
After eight years on this site I have almost completed week 3.
After eight years I am not even a month gamble free.
It’s hardly a great record – but despite all I am here chipping away at it and trying .
Today I feel very discouraged and deflated.
I have often felt like this in recent years , but I am developing a thicker skin (I’m not sure it will ever be thick enough !)
But I am what I am and I am good enough .
Thank you to those who are encouraging me, supporting me and helping me .
I do believe it will be “this time “.
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