I understand where you are at. You have more than me. I have no job and sometimes starve because of my gambling habit. You have your family supporting you. I do not. And I too have felt many times like ending my life. No amount of tough talk will help when we are depressed. Only loving support, that’s it. We just haveto make that decision to continue, even when a big part of us doesn’t want to any more. Because I can’t afford To go out of the door, I stay in bed a lot. You have more going for you than I do and you can make those baby steps. If I can you can. But believe me when I say that I know the space you are in really well. It won’t last forever and you will come out of it. You are so not alone with feeling the way you do
