[Jezi]

I figured it out eventually and managed to join the new members group. It helped for the moment so im happy about that. Will definitly try some other ones this week. 

I actually have a trip to look forward to this weekend. The thing is it feels kind of wrong as its something ive lied about too and is connected to gambling. To tell the truth its a trip i won through a casino site a while ago. My husband does not know this and thinks ive paid for it on my own. I see that this behaviour is totally wrong as im writing this. I think the right thing would be to tell him but i also dont want to ruin it as i know hes looking forward to it. What a mess eh?