[Meghna83]

may gambling started in april 2019 and has grown out of control since then up to today. I feel mentally, physically and emotionally sick

my head is throbbing, my throat is dry and my stomach is churning. The highs and lows of gambling is gut wrenching.

I can’t trust myself. I feel unsafe being alone at home. That urge within in knows no boundaries.

I have blocked all gambling accounts I know of. I have emptied all money from my premier account to its limit (otherwise I lose the account)
Today is Monday 27th May 2019 and it is 8:06pm. London time. Today is my Day 1 again…

(please god give me the strength)