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I was angry but I didn’t throw the first punch, I walk away.

My head was thinking all the time; If I hit this person, I will be place behind bar. I didn’t want to go to jail.

Again it shows that I cannot control the people, places and thing but I can control my reaction and responses to them.

I cannot guarantee what happen after the first bet, I may WIN and bet somemore, or LOSE and bet somemore but if I can choose not to place the first bet, I would stay stop.