I can see that this journey is going to reshape who i am as a person in many ways. Scary in one aspect but also exciting. Yesterday was all up and down, a lot of mixed emotions to go through. Today is fragile and im feeling imbalanced. Last day here before we head back home to reality. Not gambling here has been fairly easy, one week free today. Have Monday off at least and then back to work.
I am terrified about coming home to tell the truth. Dont know what it’s going to be like now that I’ve told my husband. I understand what you mean about feeling guilty when you do something for yourself. I have to work on that.
Probably will have to seek out for a good counsellor once we get back and perhaps have a visit to my gp like you said.
Have a good day!