Hey man, reading through your posts i relate a lot to this! Im 20 and just started my own journal on here because i really do want to break out of this illusion. So much of your stuff on sports betting i agree with, being a pro sports bettor is where i see myself when im winning and even when im losing i think i can still find the next great bet if i research enough. Anyway, great post and i look forward to seeing your recovery! You seem very motivated and i am aiming to feel the same!
Will be following along!
