LOL! Oh well thats behind me now.
Jen is talking about moving back to Georgia in the fall. This may be a good move for her however this was one of the things that triggered my compulsive gambling. Having this knowledge is a plus because I can start working through those feelings now. I don’t want her so far away and she intends to take her boyfriend with her which is not a good idea. While there are many music jobs there for him ( he is a world class rock drummer ) he is also a “recovering” addict-like a dry drunk he’s given up the hard stuff-but continues to get high. If I said I wasn’t worried I would be lying. Jen is taking a trip there in May and I will guess she will start inquiring about some place to move to. She has concerns about leaving my mom here-Jen visits her every week. It will be devestating to my mom.
I just have to let her go. This really hurts but she’s 32 and trying to find herself.
Who knows what the future holds. She is not happy here and she knows that she makes her own happiness. She is brave and I don’t know where she gets that from.
bettie
