I am still in a mental funk today. I am feeling blue. I visited with my Mother for a few hours and I am had home now. I have no desire to do anything. I tried to go online to a widows site that I joined after my husband’s death and it was too much for me. I think I am depressed. My life is so different now! I had a thought of gambling today but the urges aren’t strong. I won’t gamble. I will be alright. I think it is just something that I have to go through. I am missing my Daughter and Grandson although they were here last weekend and my Grandson and I talked on the phone 2 days ago. I will be glad to see them on Tuesday. I have so much to do here, inside and outside but I have no desire to do anything. I think I will find a movie to watch. I am just real blue today. It will get better!!1
