I am still doing okay. No gambling – but thoughts of gambling for sure every day! But without access to money (the plastic kind) its pretty hard. I know my niece would see hell freeze over before handing back my card to me at the chosen time.
I have earned good money this week and have it scheduled for payments out this coming Tuesday and Wed. It will leave me almost flat broke again but at least it is going in the right direction. Planning another trip abroad to see my Son.I hope I get there by the end of this month. But need to keep my work output high to make this happen.
I feel ok today if not somewhat bored but am going to bury my head in work and see what I can earn. Then maybe later go out for a few hours see my niece and maybe have a beer or 2. I have been on self imposed detox the past 10 days and my body feels somewhat fit again. I need to loose a few pounds though so thinking of joining the swimming pool / Gym.
Came of the meds I have a prescription for a lower dose of the same disco biscuits but am going to see how I go without them. No sleeping tablets the last 2 nights although last night took me a long while to finally sleep. I really do not want to slip back and end up back in that dark place!