I am sorry Joe! I know it’s easy for me to say but do not beat yourself up. You were doing good, you took a wrong turn and now you are back to square one but you know that you have to do something diffrent so it does not happen again. You are so young and can turn your whole life around. I struggled at your age and I still do today, being in my late 40s. I promise the crappy feeling can and will pass. You just have to be determined that when it does you will not want to end up back to square one…… I know about square one, I have had several of them. (With that being said maybe I am in no position to give advice)
