I have not been successful at quitting gambling.
nI have tried and tried but every time I find a way to get around the walls I’ve built up. After a while, I just stopped trying to quit. It was just easier to be a loser.
nI don’t want to live like this anymore. I want to be able to hold my head high and not feel the shame I have felt for the past 3 years. I want to be happy again.
nI don’t know what will be different this time. I guess I will have to be different.
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nI think the saddest thing is after many months away from this site when I come back I see the MANY new stories of folks just as lost and f***ed up by gambling as me. That is the saddest thing to me. I know I am not alone, but that doesn’t make me feel better, it makes me feel sad.
nI hope we all find strength in ourselves to overcome.
n21 hours since I last gambled.
