[Amygirl6174]

I work so hard for my money as a waitress and everyday my tips are gone to scratch off lottery tickets. Today it was $200. that I busted my butt for. Help Me. Tell me how I can control this problem. I want to die. I am in so much trouble financially. Its effecting my life big time. I am depressed and sometimes suicidal although I wont do anything to harm myself. I need ADVICE. and I need to STOP this addiction NOW. Scratch off tickets are everywhere you go so its so hard to avoid them. ADVICE?