[stephenm]

Yeap. Hurting everyone around me. I have gone to GA Meetings over the years but i have never really being there. I mean my head wasnt there. I dont think i really wanted to let go for some reason. I had enough after gambling my lost 230 yesturday. Maybe having nothing will give some time to think and stay away from gambling. I have just posted what i did yesturday. Thanks again for your support. Please dont end up like me…..Mate…dont hurt yourself thats how it all starts…I feel worthless and very down….I feel im not god enough…I need help with this also……Your not lucky if you are hurting yourself. Hurting yourself is the worst thing you can do…