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Dajakesta, if you go on that errand with NO money you will be safe. The casino won’t lure you in if you are not carrying cash.
Also, I think you would be less stressed if you arrange to pay debts slowly. CGs are impatient. Setting targets that can’t be easily attained often causes us to “try our luck”.
Be careful!
Well done on your gamble free time and your honesty.
Keeping urges secret often leads us down the wrong road.