So here it is I haven’t gambled for about 3 weeks well not exactly 3 weeks but hey I am not counting days anymore as its pointless.
Christmas was really nice (for the family) they had what they wanted, got what they needed and all was good like always in life I felt something was missing but hey I am a husband and farther and need to look after my wife and children and that I did.
New year was new year I don’t see it in anymore as not trying to be a grumpy bugger but they are all the bloody same……..I tried to get into a great mind set and then the week before new year found a lump and a crippling pain in my nether regions……………happy days and happy new year…….anyway after a lot of doctors and hospital appointments I have a final scan tomorrow……….now for most 41 year old men dropping your trousers for a scan would be a little embarrassing but since I was 14 years old I have been dropping my trousers and not because I have been a stripper but because I have had about 10 major operations in the last 25 years…..however being a stripper has come to mind many times because the way I gamble money away I always look at a quick income………anyway enough of the jokes as it doesn’t become me!
I am plodding on……working my bollocks off (while I still have two) and looking after the family, I don’t know really not that happy in life at the moment but who is when they owe every man and is dog including the Russia Mafia……..all my own doing so please don’t judge…..as the saying goes I have made my bed and now I will lie in it……….but guess what it is not fu@king comfy, sorry for the foul language (I did but the @ in) I am told it is down to a small vocabulary and in truth I know that to be so very true.
Anyway that’s me for now and I will update tomorrow, as always wish you all well my friends, only the individual knows what ones going through but others can help!!!
Take care all and never give in!
Maverick