I ve been thinking about your last statement, Micky.
This week, I have been counting my blessings and looking at my home differently.
I moved the laptop from upstairs to the Living Room. I realize I have been spending too much time in isolation. I was passing from the bedroom , to the car to outside. Anywhere. Just out. “Out” for me is a danger zone. Home used to be a place I wanted to escape from. I was uneasy and restless staying home. I feel more settled this week for some reason. Maybe I was escaping from myself.
Every day so far, this week I have been content to stay home. Cook. Bake etc. The normal things.
I did have an “outing” every day but I came back within normal hours.
I hate driving home alone, broke in the early hours from the casino.
I always felt safe when I got inside my back door.
Yet, I would go again.
This time it feels different,somehow.
