Happy to read life is pretty ok!
Being present……I remember it wasn’t until I had stopped gambling for a while that I really appreciated that. All I could think of was the money I had lost. It wasn’t until I started having some ‘normal’ thinking that I realised just what gambling had taken away from me and in truth the money was at the bottom of the list.
Being present was at the top. With my kids, my husband, my bestie, myself, who I had lost for a long time.
I think because I’m getting older I’m realising what is important. My de cluttering has proven to me that the material things I longed for in my 20-30’s are just not important anymore. Yes, I have bought a new couch etc, but It has cost me under $300 to do my whole lounge room. What I need now is less. And if I’m having less its going to be nice less! Also, a bonus is less to clean/dust!!!! So theres some more time for me to do something else…..like post!!!
Its just after 9.30pm sunday night. I’m snuggled in my dressing gown and slippers, the house is super quiet, I’m organised for work tomorrow, dishes are done so I’m pretty content right now.
I think group is too late for me tonight (11pm) although I did have a small nap this afternoon so I may still be up! Ive always been able to drink coffee from morning till late at night and the last few weeks have noticed that if I have one after dinner I cannot sleep for the life of me so ive stopped doing it. Not sure that its made a huge difference. Mum has been on my mind a lot. Its been 5 months. I miss holding her hand. I can still feel it in mine.
Anyway, I hope you have had a great weekend, keeping in touch with family is so important. We are lucky to have them.
Talk soon my lovely friend,
Love K xxxxx
