HiJdawgg,
Well done on looking for help. Read the other stories here; you will see a lot that you will relate to. You will also see the success stories – what are they doing that you can apply to your own situation?
By success you will see that i don’t mean being able to just bet small amounts each week – if we were able to do that then to be blunt we wouldn’t be in the chit in the first place.
The nature of the addiction is that we chase losses and no win is big enough. With that combo the only way to success is to stop gambling, one day at a time.
Keep posting.