Hi Ya Monica, You couldn’t have said it better. The early stages of recovery is definitely the toughest with out question. When we stop ,we have to deal with the consequences and emotional ones too. I really don’t know what is going to happen in my relationship with my partner. Things are bad. I told her that i joined a Gambling therapy site, just to start with and she cut me off by saying ” the only person you need is to help yourself”. We have not spoken properly in a week. I know its all my fault. The only person to blame is myself. She is going out and not telling me anything. I cant control what she thinks or as you said wave a magic wand to make things better. All i can do at this point is make myself better. People here have always said get all help you can to make things better. Getting support from someone you love means so much when you are in dark place. Anyway I will let her make up her own mind. Maybe all the years of gambling have caught up with us in our relationship. I just hope things will get better overtime. Only time will tell. Look on bright side , I’m nearly one week gambling free and more to come. I didn’t know anything about the group Chat. I just clicked on the group chat icon on the top of the page and bingo there it was.The time and the red light…fellow the light…Only joking….So i just clicked on the group chat…I didn’t know what to expect and there i was in the group chat…The first thing that want through my head was ‘ O MY GOD’. where I’am I……I’m here say something…… How are you
