Hi – i just read your message and can not beleieve how much i can relate to it – in every way, even to ‘why i fell so bad when i win’ also when i lose i actually fell better??? i have focus, feel calm and unlike the rest of the time when i do not gamble – it is very strange and i do not understand why i feel ‘opposite’ than i should, then after a day or so i feel depressed again – i can not seem to find anything to replace gambling with, i have 3 children and gambling has ruined my life and my families, i could go on,
i hope you found some releieve from your situation.
thnak you.
