Hi Waynes
Thanks for that. I am in a different mental place now than I was this morning. Nothing much has changed except I made some decisions, spoke with some people and realised I haven’t had a bet for 20 days. Tomorrow will be 3 weeks, which is a personal record to deliberate abstention.
I feel stronger about what I have to do in the next 10 days prior to attending GMA. I need to make sure I have spoken with my credtors and they know what is going on, both personally and professionally.
This site is an amazing place where I have been able to share my darkest fears and people have written wonderful things.
I will be starting a new thread soon to reflect my new state of mind.
All my love
Mav
PS Harry, how can I save this thread for future posterity and research.