thanks for the response. I agree with what you’re saying. Telling truth on here that I’ve never told anyone has opened my eyes so much. Last night I was desperate and doubtful, but when I woke up I was broken over letting those truths out and I‘m so glad because my lack of brokenness has worried me for at least a year. I’ve got a woman looking for me a local job right now so I can get home. Here was a casino/game room in the truck stop where I just took a shower and I had $16 left I could pull off my fuel card and I didn’t do it. Baby steps! I’m not the person I’ve been, I know my actions are wrong and I hate them. But, I love to sin I don’t want to make it sound like the devil is makin me to do it, it’s all my fault. I feel like there is hope. Hope that exists through a long dark path and one Im praying God will give me the strength to endure. God is faithful. He is good. He loves me and he died for me providing that be once and for all. He knew all my faults when He saved me twenty years ago. I’m thankful for this site. Stay strong all of you. Thanks so much.
