[Monica1]

Well done on your gf time and for paying your bills. That is really good. I think Laura meant that one month free could be a trigger to start again. But for many it isnt particularly when we know how destructive the whole addiction has become. We have to find support cos the addiction will tell us youve paid your bills, its OK, you deserve to have some fun. This is a big fat lie! when we have crossed the line, we can never gamble responsibly again. It as simple as that.