Hi Tango
It’s the beat feeling to have money in your account – it’s symbolic but it also gives us options .
It’s interesting-that you got annoyed about the out of date food , especially when you compare it to how much we have wasted in our lives . After we stop gambling it is difficult to to normalise how we feel about money/ waste etc .
I remember spending hundreds online and then going to the cheapest supermarket and buying the cheapest food -and yet still finding enough money to gamble again.
I am so glad I can afford nice food now .
Well done on your gamble free tome and really well done on
Replacing the addiction with something healthy like cycling .
You are doing really well!