You can come through this. I have been where u r. I read through all your thread today and you have to get support through counselling, you have a lot to work through. Sell the car, go back to where u had treatment previously. The good thing about gma is that it doesn’t end and we have Charles and peer groups to help us through. The best friends I have never met r on here. You must keep the job going if you can. I have massive debts but they have been there for a long time.wd tackle one thing at a time. For me it was saving the roof over my head. That is done. Next, and that will be the case for years. But recovery has bought happier times but the b3dt is finding ourselves again. Reach out stephen, dont keep it all inside as sitting alone dwelling on things doesn’t help. You can do this.
