Hi staycg
This addiction takes us down very quickly as you have found out . I have managed different amounts of gamble free time and it is only when I have strong barriers in place .
This means things like a gambling blocker on internet devices, and no access to bank cards .
I find when my barriers slip , so do I !
Recently I changed phone and found myself gambling before I could put he blocker on.
You can stop and you can repair the financial damage .
Perhaps you would find it helpful to attend some of the groups here on a Monday and Thursday night.
Well done on taking the first step towards recovery and well done on your gamble free day – the early days are not easy .
Xx