Hi Rosco2505, Welcome! Parts of your introduction mirror my life: letting people down, uncontrollable debt, losing interest in things I used to like to do, depression. I have engaged in GA, individual counseling (for gambling and bouts of depression). I found this site and it has been a tremendous help. Keep journaling your thoughts. It helps to go back and re-read them. The support and advice here is very helpful. There are groups that you participate in. Just check the times on Support Groups. Stay strong.
