[JohnNobody]

Hi P thanks for your comments. Came here now as strong urges to gamble / deposit today. Have not paid my rent yet waiting for funds to arrive in my bank over night. Im around £70 short on the rent for this month (payment is 3 weeks delayed already!) plus need something to live off. The gambler inside says do a deposit …. doubt your money …. pay the rent …. all good!

This is exactly how it goes. Then I deposit …. loose and do another “small” deposit to chase the one before that! God I so hate myself for thinking in this way.

I have not gambled but today will be pretty rough! Just hope I can keep busy with work and not give in to the urges. So far so good!