[lizbeth4]

Hi P! I understand your despair and feeling low!!! Don’t give up on yourself!! I don’t know why we continue to sabotage ourselves. Why do we think that we can gamble? That is just part of this illness/addiction. You are not worthless and useless. P, you are appreciated and loved. You are just in a bad place right now. You will work through it!! I know it is hard and tough but you can do it. Keep posting!!! I will be thinking and praying for you to have strength to get through this. Take care.