After 5 years of my mess too, I am only 2 weeks gamble free as well, so as you said we are both kind of in this together same timing and all!! It does get worse each time I gamble, so you know what, we just have to stop- keep moving forward each day, hopeful that we will have a bright day! Don’t give up, we can’t give up, if we do then we are giving in to it in a way.. We will get through this but as stated above only if we do it on a day to day basis.. I can’t keep looking back (although I am in a way, trying to recover from the mistakes and money loss ect) but at some point we have to not look back or foward, just today! You are doing good!! It’s okay whatever emotions we have, it’s okay:)
