Hi MV
Weill done on recognising that you have a problem and on looking for help with it .
Many of us started out addiction with a jackpot ! It kinda did something to our brain chemistry !
For me he only way to stay stoped is by having barriers which make it impossible to gamble . As my biggest problem has always been online gambling I have blockers on all my internet devices – I also attend groups on here .
I only now have a joint account which my husband has access to so he can see if money is disappearing.
It might be helpful for you to self – exclude from your local casino and also it might help to ask a friend. To manage your money for now and give u am allowance when you need it .
I found it very hard to tell anyone – and this makes it so much harder to stop. If there is GA near you that helps some people.
Hope this helps and well done on taking the first step towards freedom from this horrible addiction!