HI Mow,
I’m not sure why we do it – it is an addiction I guess which we will carry forever. Lizbeth makes some good points- the most important thing now is to stop and stay stopped. You have done it before – maybe you need to hand control of all money over to your wife?
I guess we need to stop looking back- if we think it’s too late then it is easy to think why bother, or to attempt to win back.
Let the losses go.
It is not to late.
In fact today is a great day to put everything in place that you need to.
Accept what is gone Mow and look to a great gamble free future.