Many thanks for your kind words. Not such a good day today, after saying I would give drink a break for a while, friends came round yesterday for a meal and we drank wine. I had about 4 glasses but feeling quite ill today and shakey. Started to try and have a heart to heart with my partner just now about our feelings for each other and raised the fact that I had been in a dark place about 3 months ago while he was away. I mentioned to this in a txt to him 3 months ago and he asked why. I told him we would talk about this when he got home but he never asked about this. I just mentioned my dark place again and aske him if he was curious about what was going on, he replied that I would tell him in my own time…there was the opportunity to tell him, I blew it and said could we talk about this later…..he assured me of his feelings for me and has gone back to work.
