Hi Maverick, it’s great that you are feeling more upbeat.
I’m not a medical expert but I have been told that anti depressants bring you down at first and then gradually bring you up so maybe that’s what is happening .
Well done on staying strong and not gambling .. You will be amazed how quickly you feel normal again. The urges will lessen and life will get brighter.
Keep writing … It helps to sort out your thoughts . Your nice thinks you should close down the business. What do you think Maverick? What do you want to do?
Maybe those questions are too broad … Especially as you are concentrating one day at a time .
You will see that life gets better and better as gambling fades into the past ! Onwards and upwards !