Hi Maverick,
I think I’ve felt what you are explaining a 1000 times. And I feel like it now. Life is hard. Life is a roller coaster. Life can be horrible. Or life can be great. Life is what we make of it. My family survived the holocaust and I often think about it. Some people had everything taken from them, were tortured, and enslaved. They came out of that with nothing. Everything gone. They needed to start over from scratch after that. If they could do that so can we.
We just have to start carving out that new mold of life right now. Lets not get a year older and be talking like this. Lets change now. I scored up everything majorly. I have failed over and over again. But I need to believe in myself or the world won’t. We are what we think we are. Lets first start by not gambling today. Then lets try to change our mindset to be a positive one. See yourself through the eyes of a person that loves you like your wife, kids, or mom. You will see a different person then you see with your eyes. Start to be the best you you can be. You are a good person maverick. You are worth it. Your family is worth it. The world needs you to beat this.
I think now it’s time.
Happy 2017 brother.
Jon