I haven’t been on here for a while, so been reading your posts with interest. You have to try and change your pattern of behaviour. You know better than anyone that gambling is not the solution, it only leads to misery. I haven’t gambled since the first of September. I have no desire to gamble. I’m attending ga meetings weekly and I have someone controlling my finances. These steps are working for me, but I appreciate that everyone is different.
Perhaps they would work for you too?
I wish you all the best Maverick.
Take care.