Hi Mav,
you are in a horrible place today , but as you know things quickly improve once we once again stop gambling .
It is so hard to stop – and so many people are afflicted with this addiction.
You will find your way again- even if it doesn’t seem like it today .
We all waste time one way or another, but you have achieved a lot – especially your beautiful children who will love you regardless of any mistakes you may make .
Gambling is so horrible – it entices us like crazy and then when we give in our minds become distorted with worry .
Mav enjoy your 40th birthday – start a new decade of your life with a new determination . Make the next decade the best one ever – one which you will look back on with a sense of pride .
The pain will ease – we have been here before – things will get better .
The great thing about life is that we can have a new beginning whenever we chose – hope you feel lots better soon .