Well done Liz on getting through those gambling urges, they can strike out of no where cant they no matter how much time gamble free and when they do its a little bit of a shock sometimes as they can be so overpowering..
Thank god you didnt go Lizbeth.. so proud of you. Keep going a day at a time.. maybe that class would be good for you.. i get it, i get urges too.. of course i understand. Im a cg too. Sometimes when they come for me i think im done, i cant escape this and then if i get busy and get in contact with someone, watch a movie, go shopping, meet for coffee, talk to someone, clean, re arrange, then after a while the urge is gone..
I am just so glad you didnt go but stay on guard lizbeth because that addiction is wanting a feed and its starting to bite.. ignore it, keep moving forward, you have come a long way through a lot of heartache and distress and you have come out on top.. dont let that monster of an addiction drag you back again.. dont let it..
P