Hi Lizbeth
I hope you will forgive yourself soon; you don’t deserve to be punished for having an addiction that you didn’t ask for or want. I doubt that any part of you is dead, just numb and I am sure, forgiveness would bring your feeling back.
The people at church were nice to you because they see a person they want to be nice to – they don’t see the person you have described yourself to be.
Be kind to yourself Lizbeth, you can be the person you want to be because she is there, if maybe a little lost.
Believe you are worth it – because you are.
Velvet
