Sorry ive been AWAL…..no excuse just tired and a bit lazy.
Reading back on your posts I can see the escalation.
The addiction was already planning its next attack.
If you start feeling like that again please contact someone from GA……just getting that positive reinforcement and support could be all the difference.
This will pass. Truly. Feeling alone is not a good place to be.
I wish I could come visit…..a coffee, good yarn, cry, whatever!
Maybe it is time for you to start looking for a little part time job. What about even volunteering? A thrift shop, an aged care facility, a school even? Give you some purpose, some company and something to take your mind off your stresses. Having too much time to think is not always a good thing!!!!!
Hopefully your AC will be fixed soon. My house is 2 storey…..the downstairs has AC but the upstairs has only ceiling fans. In the summer the upstairs gets all the afternoon sun, we don’t have great blinds to block it out and it can be like a sauna up here. (I’m sitting up here now on the computer!) Revolting!!!! Dames and I have taken to sleeping downstairs when we have a run of super hot days. In saying that, when the cool change comes the upstairs is the first to cool down so every window and door are thrown open!
You need some time fillers my friend.
Start looking!
Not only will it keep you busy, but you might make some great new friends!
Take care Lizbeth,
Love always, K xxxxxx
