Hi Liz! Sorry you are feeling this way. It’s easy for me to say but try to focus on what’s good in your life and not what is bad. The enemy wants you to get caught up in negative thoughts so they send you “running back for cover” in adiction. (And as you know we always come back more beat up than the time before). You are doing well and he certainly does not want that. He wants you to think your higher power is not listening and does not care. He does. He loves you and wants what is best for you. Trust him. Do not give up. A better life is right around the corner. Hang in thier my freind. Things can and will get better. You’re in my prayers.
