Hi Liz, I find being financially tight a trigger for gambling thoughts. Many many times I gave in and made the problem worse. We need to keep reminding ourselves of the end result.
Activities like fishing are so good for the soul. Being in the surroundings of nature seems to help put problems in perspective.
I could hug your sister for getting you some supplies to get started. Another pastime for you as well and maybe a fund raiser.
I’m sorry I didn’t respond to your posts earlier, I’m in vacation mode and days spent in the sun knock me out! There is no such thing as too much posting. Sometimes it seems like there is more change, more thoughts, more realization that needs documenting. I’m glad that the GA meeting and counseling session seemed to help and that you are going to be able to continue going. Keep working on your recovery. It is worth every minute. Enjoy your evening.
Laura