Was really sad and sorry to hear about your lapse. I read it last night but didn’t comment. That must have been most of your wages. No, you don’t need to file for bankruptcy, you just need to stop gambling. You are earning now. I punished myself over and over again in the same way and I had to really look at why I was doing it and work through it. And there were issues to work through. This is where the higher power really comes into its own. I do t want to gamble, it is destructive, end of. Why do we want to destroy ourselves, the big question….
